sing songs written for myself
1stly,i would like to wish all Muslims a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri =)
1st day of raya was okay,with cousins around making me happy.i felt like i was a kid again.gosh how i miss those times.somehow,i sensed this year's 1st day of raya wasn't like the previous years'.and i expected it already.it was kinda dull,and everyone was like rushing.i went to 2 houses and reached home around 8.we usually reached home around 12 to 1 plus chatting,catching up of stories with each other.however..i was disappointed.(at least i got to ride my dad's bike wheehee,that made part of my day,wheehee!)
reno called me up saying he's bored.he biked down to my block and chilled while waiting for fir and jon.rode to jon's workplace,got free 2 piece chicken.apa lagi,sental uh.thanks jon :) firkecik and zharif joining us later.then fir arrived and we went to pick up bby.
all of us had no idea where to go.eventually fir brought us to some eerie,dark but chill spot near mandai.we slacked there like picnic sia.sat and lied down on the road.it was a nice scenery,snapped pictures with fir's cam.since we got nothing else to do,we decided to take a pic of firkecik posing on his bike.
haha look at jon,lol
can't describe how all of us laughed.i laughed so hard till i got tummy cramps haha.bby laughed as if there's tomorrow,same goes to fir lol.after all that we headed home.(and that made the other half of my day)
this girl right here's part of my life <3
her birthday's coming in 2 days time and i can't celebrate it with her coz i'll be in camp :(
so i'll wish her a very happy 18th birthday and may you be blessed with wealth,health and happiness throughout your entire life.big girl already cannot cry and don't notty2 okay.and we can go watch m18 movies already haha!take good care of yourself and be a good girl =) we'll spend your birthday together when i'm out again olrighty? iloveyousomuch dear!
bad
sadism got the better of me lately.well,not exactly the word to use however.nothing of it has got to do with me resulting to act that way.the actions were harsh i must say.inflicting pain,that's not me.it's just that what's in my mind is like a machine,sometimes works well and sometimes not.i get confused easily.this equates to major pain.
i love you so much baby.
i'm sorry :'(
something new
it would be hard sometimes for me to say “I love you” to someone for saying it means alot to me.i make sure that by saying those 3 words to someone,that person holds a special place in my heart.no doubt that i say that to my parents,even to my siblings too.loving someone isn’t something new for us.we’ve loved alot of people out there before.on one point,it depends on whether the person u love is worth loving.what i’m trying to say is that we should cherish our loved ones and appreciate every single thing they’d done for us,even the simplest of things.because for me,i really do.
smile baby,coz i do love you <3
- happy fasting people =)
National Day
i'd never been to NDP before in my life.only once but that was way back when i was in primary 5,and only the preview.i wanna go next year,just wanna feel patriotic just for once.semangat mesti ada beb =)
we only got to catch a glimpse of the fireworks coz it was too packed to get a good view.it was nice though,i love the colours.brightbrightbright!after that got some matreps got into a fight then abg2 police came to stop them.fierce uh that marep tried to push one of the policeman.he got shouted at for doing that haha.scums.
=)))
iloveyou<3
alamak ni blogger.
kentot betol uh.
nk upload barang pon tkle.
mungkin com aku yg problem.
sudah uh,merajok jap.
anyways,day was fun just now =)
1)sha bingit ngan rambot dia,tgk ramai sangat org pastu rimas sendiri.haha
2)apik baju bomberman cute,maen kaki betol hehe(kasi sotong punya!)
3)reno da lama tk 2-step then bukak kt ms haha
4)wan rambot da panjang and pakai peace nye rantai nmpk handsome
5)elfac takle tahan ketawa bila mkn kt es teleh haha.and ko and wan hardcore "kiss" sungguh cool(Y) sweet la korang =)
6)rai bila denga lagu tektonik teros bukak langkah.haha hot!
7)haiqal baru balek dari camp dengan bag berat,kesian dia
8)nurul nak jadi leader
9)aku?botak nye slenge.
1)sha bingit ngan rambot dia,tgk ramai sangat org pastu rimas sendiri.haha
2)apik baju bomberman cute,maen kaki betol hehe(kasi sotong punya!)
3)reno da lama tk 2-step then bukak kt ms haha
4)wan rambot da panjang and pakai peace nye rantai nmpk handsome
5)elfac takle tahan ketawa bila mkn kt es teleh haha.and ko and wan hardcore "kiss" sungguh cool(Y) sweet la korang =)
6)rai bila denga lagu tektonik teros bukak langkah.haha hot!
7)haiqal baru balek dari camp dengan bag berat,kesian dia
8)nurul nak jadi leader
9)aku?botak nye slenge.
:D
Happy Birthday Singapore!
9th August is <3
=)))
9th August is <3
=)))
Hero
Rest In Peace Sir Bobby Robson.With my all my heart,you really are indeed my hero now and forever will be.You yourself are a childhood Newcastle United Fan.I admire your strength and patience throughout your career.You are a legend.Thank you Sir.I will miss you.
"If you slit the wrist of a Newcastle United fan,it'll bleed black and white"
- Sir Bobby Robson
Rest In Peace Sir Bobby Robson.With my all my heart,you really are indeed my hero now and forever will be.You yourself are a childhood Newcastle United Fan.I admire your strength and patience throughout your career.You are a legend.Thank you Sir.I will miss you.
"If you slit the wrist of a Newcastle United fan,it'll bleed black and white"
- Sir Bobby Robson
?
what?
blink,poof.
the changes were so drastic that i myself wondered why.
this is true.
i'm beginning to feel sad and slowly to depressed.
why?
and you seemed so proud about it.
telling it as though i didn't even care.
dreams.
it's starting to make me sick.
stressed up with never ending problems "inside"
thanks to you.
go,
make more and more,don't stop.
these whites,i can't take it no more.
i tolerated but just kept mum,not wanting to hurt.
extracting lines from the past lingers in mind till sleep's bothered.
what exactly is?
fault to be put at me.
for yeah you know what.
try keeping a distance,slowly vanishing.
hard?
yes.
go play around your fantasy world like you always do ziq.
